A Cosmology Against the Void: Reading and Re-reading DeLillo During Global Pandemic Summer 2020

Characters and readers, confronted with the mysteries of existence and the mysteries of the text, search for meaning, pattern, logic, resolution, and this search for the code that reveals a system in what otherwise appears as a void is, in itself, the resolution of the mystery, the star code to the void core.

That’s my attempt to reduce DeLillo’s novels to a few phrases, or better yet, a few words: code, void, system.

For some reason I decided in June 2020 to read and re-read DeLillo’s novels, mostly sequentially, in order of publication, intending at first to re-read the six or so I’d previously read but more interested in reading for the first time the “lesser” earlier and later novels, that is, those that came before and after the masterpieces I’d already read: White Noise, Libra, and Underworld.

Below are my impressions, quick notes typed out soon after finishing. I’ll add to this over time I’m sure.

Americana (1971)

Alert! Attention! This is not “a road novel”! It’s marketed as that, like that Kerouac scroll from sea to shining sea, but this is not that. It’s more of an office novel and a coming-of-age/emerging artistic sensibility/search-for-meaning novel. Disregard all commentary that doesn’t acknowledge that this is a triptych. The third section takes place to a degree on the road but for the most part they’re stalled out in Fort Curtis, maybe in Illinois or Missouri, filming an artsy experimental film, where the novel dissolves, the way that similarly titled young man’s novel (Amerika) by Kafka dissolves too.

This is a fantastic late-’60s zeitgeist core sample of a novel, an unparalleled performance in prose for a first novel, although the style and especially the dialogue aren’t yet totally individuated. It feels like Roth, Salinger, Cheever, sort of, after they’ve taken psychedelics, aerodynamic and aerated in terms of unreliance on plot, more imagistic, clever, shit-talky, rangy.

It’s very necessary to mention that on page 370 (of 377) the narrator makes a phone call asking who the third-baseman for the Philadelphia Phillies was at some random point in time related to something about Judy Garland, which is notable because when I first moved to Philadelphia in 2006, the third-baseman for the Phillies was David Bell, who later turned out to achieve his middling level of play with the help of steroids, which is notable because the narrator’s name is David Bell, who is an “extremely handsome young man,” a 28-year-old employee of a NYC TV network, son of an ad man, mother died when he was 20, from Westchester County.

The opening section is a sort of raucous depiction of a young man working at a time when men smoked and drank in their offices and casually made out with their secretaries (most interactions among colleagues, especially men and women, would result in HR reports these days). He’s longing for more to life though and ultimately hits the road after a section depicting life at home when he was young, age eleven, I think, wonderfully depicting a party his family throws. Knowing that DeLillo is from the Bronx, too, you know it all slyly satirizes conventional commuter culture, suburban ennui etc, just the way the first section slyly satirizes the office novel and the last section slyly satirizes the road novel, always jocoserious, amusing yet detailed, reverential, and aware of the enormities and complexities of existence. “. . . once again I felt it was literature I had been confronting these past days, the archetypes of the dismal mystery.”

Also great occasional writing about baseball. His first novel: the first two sections I really enjoyed before the third section that, like parts of Underworld and Ratner’s Star, opts for dissolution over conventional expected resolution, and there were a few stretches of dense overindulgent borderline incomprehensible all-out art writing usually relating madmen on the radio. A fantastic period piece with top-notch prose. A young writer to watch!


End Zone (1973)

Loved re-reading this after 25 years or so. Had nearly no memory of it. Finished it the day after the first NBA playoff games, mid-August in a “bubble,” the court and jerseys emblazoned with social justice slogans, all of which relates in a way to this unique, accessible, totally enjoyable distillation of DeLillo’s typical themes and approaches.

It’s a systems novel (collegiate football program) largely about death, spirituality, manliness, language (and the unspeakable), and global thermonuclear war. It’s dated to a degree, seeming very late ’60s/early ’70s, but still feels contemporary and relevant. The characters are mostly surnames, other than the narrator and his picnic-partner girlfriend and co-running back Taft Robinson and a few other players and coaches, teachers, a major in the ROTC.

It’s difficult to summarize other than simply saying that to a degree it’s a perfect novel, maybe overlong by thirty pages, the language honed, surprising, meaningful, beautiful but not pretty or lyrical; the themes always explicitly in play but never excessive or totally tied up; the setting of a desolate West Texas campus consistently reinforced and represented as a blast zone; the characters physical and palpable, even when it’s a person reduced to number 77 on the opposing team’s defense.

It has some good narrative drive, too, as the Logos College Screaming Eagles gear up to take on Centrex, the first real challenge on their schedule after a series of initial cakewalks. The game itself is described play by play in detail over maybe forty pages. And then it decays and resolves, the last section climaxing in an extracurricular snow football game, a simulated nuclear war game, and a quiet conversation with the star running back, the sole black player on the team. Later elaborated in Underworld with its focus on baseball and the bomb, this is the earlier incarnation, the proto-masterpiece, tighter than Americana or Ratner’s Star but hitting the same high points — and maybe better for its concision and humor throughout. Definitely recommended as a DeLillo entryway or the second step after White Noise. Fans of Coover’s The Universal Baseball Association, Inc., J. Henry Waugh, Prop. will love this too.

Here’s the original New York Times book review — “A beautifully made football novel about thermonuclear war.”


Great Jones Street (1973)

Didn’t re-read this one this summer. Here are some notes from when I read it ten years ago: ” “. . . permanent withdrawal to that unimprinted level where all sound is silken and nothing erodes in the mad weather of language.” Presages Cobain, or more so Yorke’s “how to disappear completely.” Fantastic sentences. Chicks don’t dig it because it’s ultra a-emotional, but dudes dig it for the cool response in the face of very good reasons for paranoia re: the system. Worth it if you’ve read Underworld and Libra, but probably not so hot if you haven’t and therefore don’t recognize nascent expressions of Donny D.’s later awesomeness.


Ratner’s Star (1976)

Four-hundred thirty-eight pages of pinned, maxed, honed, redolent, amusing, inventive, insane, intelligent, wise, perfectly phrased, flowing, individuated, ribald prose. It’s mid-’70s meta maximalism, for sure, its density eased by stretches of typically DeLillo-n dialogue in which characters speak past one another, but also I read it as a major source of inspiration for Infinite Jest, a sort of unfulfilled precedent that DFW pounced on, filling this one’s “void core” with at least a semblance of emotion/sadness.

Billy, fourteen-year-old from the Bronx, Nobel Prize-winning math genius for his work on zorgs, presages Hal in IJ, and instead of the tennis academy it’s a think tank with a long name, the acronym for which spells CHRIS. In IJ, they play “Eschaton,” and in RS there’s halfball, a similar wholly complicated stickball-like game that DFW elevated and extended to fulfill in reality the fictionalized description of the work of the Great Writer in RS, Chester Greylag Dent, who lives in a submarine tens of thousands of feet under the sea, awarded the Nobel Prize for:

“epic, piquant disquisitions on the philosophy of logic, the logic of games, the gamesmanship of fiction and prehistory . . . ethereally select realms of abstract mathematics and the more palpable subheights of history and biography, every published work of this humanist and polymath reflective of an incessant concern for man’s standing in the biosphere and handblocked in a style best described as undiscourageably diffuse.” (pg 307).

Chester Greyleg Dent, himself, is a great addition to the list of great authors in great novels: Benno von Archimboldi/Hans Reiter in 2666, Bergotte in Proust, Paul Arnheim in Musil, et al.

And the more I think about this one the more I consider my reading experience “great” in that I read it daily and happily, walking and reading again at lunch for a couple miles, rediscovering again how effective that technique is for me, how it helps me concentrate, particularly when reading dense, mostly plotless, hyperbolic, hyperattentive prose. Reading this while walking I rediscovered my love for reading, which had lapsed post-pandemic, in part because the time I had to read on the train was gone with commute-less WFH-ing.

But mostly the prose is so compelling, amusing in its awesomeness, from the first page, which introduces a “somnolent horizon” as a fiction that leads to fresh dimensions. Very quickly into this my metafictional sensors engaged, on the lookout for commentary on the book itself (“content isn’t the issue”), which was easy enough when it centered around cracking “the star code,” a series of pulses from a distant star, possibly a binary star (binaries are a thematic key), or a transmission warped by dark matter (moholes) sent from some other region of the galaxy, or a transmission actually from ancient humans on earth — like all great literature, the search for the meaning is the meaning itself, the interpretation. What I’m doing now is what it’s about, making sense of the mess(age), not so much character or plot or emotional catharsis, rising action, climax, denouement, etc — instead it’s about Billy’s father hauling the ungainly TV set around the apartment to get a moment of clear signal. Metaphors for reading and meaning and interpretation like that abound, like the old guy going on and on about the ein sof and sefirot and other kabbalistic ideas, an ancient religious mystical search in a way to break the star code to fill the void core, or the whirling aborigine no one sees, or any number of oddball scientists and astrophysicists etc, all trying to figure it all out, man.

It’s a mid-’70s novel, and the second section involves characters that didn’t cohere as well for me as some in the first section, lots of amusingly described intercourse between Softly (DFW’s inspiration for the name Steeply), a very pale child-size man, and a woman who’s ultimately writing a novel filled with blank pages, beyond interpretation, as they all work on a super-logical content-less language any reasonably advanced intelligent alien society would be able to understand.

Ultimately, I looked forward to reading this when I wasn’t reading this, in part maybe because its total commitment to “undiscourageably diffuse” language and all the various searches for meaning felt meaningful to me after months of being otherwise exposed to signals coming in maybe a little too clearly and insistently delivering warnings about worldwide health and sociopolitical relevance. Like all great literature, it offered an escape into the utopian realm of language in which instruction and the general fabric of reality are abstract and ambiguous, a blast from the past I found for the most part fun to read, although I agree with DFW that its void core could use filling with a semblance of emotion.


Players (1977)

My paperback had 212 pages — on page 200 there appeared these potentially representative sentences:

“He summarized what had happened in short declarative sentences. This seemed to help, breaking the story into coherent segments. It eased the surreal torment, the sense of aberration. To hear the sequence restated intelligibly was at that moment more than a small comfort to her. It supplied a focus, a distinct point into which things might conceivably vanish after a while, chaos and divergences, foes of God.”

A beguiling mid-’70s NYC novel, chaotic and divergent more than surreal, tormentous, or aberrant, its spiritual side quasi-mystical at best, abstractly expressed by its lack, by a desire not quite stated as such for immersion in sex, violence, the master plan, the ambition as simple as the idea of “Maine,” something to say so people know what you’re about for a time. A super-subtle ambiguous moral tale in a way.

Three sections (a seven-page intro frame, a 195-page central story, and a four-page coda) — the first short one takes place on an airplane, a bar area with a piano player having fun playing dramatic music along with an in-flight movie he can’t hear involving white male golfers getting gunned down by charismatic revolutionaries/terrorists. Seven passengers are noted, four men and three women, including a gay male couple, who to a degree appear in the main section of the novel, which mostly follows a hetero couple as they break apart, Lyle, who works on the New York Stock Exchange, and Pammy, who works in the World Trade Center with Ethan, who’s always with Jack, who he supports, a guy mostly characterized by a white patch of hair on the back of his head. Lyle likes sitting in front of the television and turning the channels more than watching, his perception and consciousness expressed in traditional DeLillo prose, phrases modulated, extended, and repositioned by secondary and tertiary clauses, always balanced, solid, sonic, sculpted, hewn.

A man is gunned down on the floor of the Exchange, Lyle gleamingly pursues a tall blond bland woman, his boredom giving way to involvement in a plot to detonate a device on the floor of the Stock Exchange at night, but it’s not totally clear, the currents are streaked with counter-plot currents, disinformation, two guys named Berks, the whole thing seemingly no more real or urgent than Pamela’s trip to Maine with Ethan and Jack, lounging around on the deck, cold at night, drinking, ordering escargot ice cream as a joke, always joking, not catching the references to Pull My Daisy and Lord Buckley (says Ethan), until something drastic happens (won’t spoil it).

The four-page coda at the end is set in a motel room in which the tall blond bland woman, who had recently emerged from the bathroom wearing a strap-on, lounges in bed as Lyle dissolves into light?

Five or six sex scenes, all interesting primarily as sex scenes written by Don DeLillo. Published in 1977, I suppose Roth and Updike were bearing the literary soft-porn standard and DeLillo wanted to put in his bid?

As in all DeLillo, the characters talk past each other, never responding to questions, as though he writes ten pages of ordinary dialogue and then deletes nine pages of stray lines and phrases until it’s a variety of poetry or comedy routine punctuated by associative punchlines, like Beat (Pull My Daisy) or crazy hip Lord Buckley rap, albeit refined and literary and “contemporary.”

Eerie line early on about how the World Trade Center seems somehow temporary.

Overall I enjoyed reading this, the prose, the phrases, laughing at them when it gets almost too DeLillo-ish, builds up into something like a self-parody of individuated style, like Bernhard at his most Bernhardian. That’s something: the amusement a reader experiences when exposed to passages wholly a writer’s own in form and content. This novel is filled with that, almost to the point of parody, but it never gets to be too much, thanks in part to regular chapter breaks and changes of scene and character.

When the story switches perspective from Pammy to Lyle there’s no space break, nothing more than a hard return, giving the impression of chaos, easily losing me for a moment unless I cautioned myself to read more slowly and be careful for sudden changes.

Also, very importantly, I pictured the tall bland blond woman as Nick Torelli’s wife Loretta on Cheers:


What’s it about? It’s not easy to say in a sentence or two — it’s more like a core sample of mid-’70s NYC, a poem built on association, playing with language, jokes that aren’t funny so much as they maintain a level of clever, the glow of the TV, the allure of the guy behind the guy, of doing something for real for once, of experiencing something “metaphysical” instead of repeating the word as part of a pickup, crying for once without thinking one’s become too complex to cry?

It’s a period piece, overall, an intuitive zeitgeist register, streaked with obtuse political thriller. Not quite another systems novel but Lyle exists inside the system of the Stock Exchange, all those numbers meaning something. But mainly for me at least it was about the prose, the language, semi-perceptual atmospheric crosscurrents, urban emanations, understood as premonitions, that typical DeLillo extra-sensory static, evocation of the city I first encountered as I came into consciousness as a kid (see pic below, maybe on West Broadway in SoHo, circa ’77), a sense of psychosocialgeographic time, place, and space now past.

Need to think about this more to make sense of it, maybe even check out some reviews/essays about it.

The original NYT review: http://movies2.nytimes.com/books/97/0…

DFW’s handwritten notes inside his copy — mostly what looks like notes for The Pale King (IRS/boredom): https://sites.utexas.edu/ransomcentermagazine/2016/01/29/fellows-find_stephenburn/

Glad he didn’t call it “Foes of God.”


Running Dog (1978)

A confounded thriller that seems conceived by the same writer as the other novels but not quite carried out by the guy who usually delivers page after page of perfectly attuned phrases. Seems rushed, simply. Could be rewritten and rock: an old porn film shot in Hitler’s bunker right before his end might be available; a Senator’s proxy, a former Vietnam POW it turns out, is after it; a journalist for a middling radical magazine is on the case; shadowy forces not so well characterized are giving chase. In the end the film shows a human form who may be Hitler impersonating Charlie Chaplin, who famously impersonated Hitler, to entertain children. There’s something to work with there, but in this version, it’s too muddled for me, things throughout suffering from disbelief because the art — as it is in everything else DeLillo’s written for the most part — isn’t irrefutable.

DeLillo is always a hyper-reliable author, presenting a more real version of reality rendered in his absolutely particular, superhumanly attentive prose, even if his characters, scenarios, stories might be a little implausible. In this, the prose rarely achieves that level; the dialogue is difficult to follow but not as stylized, honed, musical, funny, and therefore not just forgiven but savored; the characters don’t often animate beyond their name, usually just a surname here; and there are few thematic balls in the air, as usual elsewhere.

Some phrases on page 208 (of 246 total) — “Vietnam, in more ways than one, was a war based on hybrid gibberish . . . where technical idiom was often the only element of precision, the only true beauty, he could take with him into realms of ambiguity” — almost make all this seem intentional (hybrid gibberish evoking realms of ambiguity) but not enough to make this one seem like more than connective tissue among the major muscle groups of Libra (shadowy conspiracy) and White Noise (Hitler Studies) to come? Might try to read it more slowly, carefully, patiently at some point once I’ve read everything else and re-read a few others too.


Amazons (1980) by Cleo Birdwell

In the late ’70s, after writing a nearly perfect early masterpiece/distillation of his sensibility and style in End Zone, and then the amusing maximalist funhouse of Ratner’s Star, which he considered his favorite novel and hardest to write, and then Players, probably his most formally unconventional/artsy early novel, it seems like DeLillo wanted to sell-out and make some money and so there’s a half-baked yet still pretty silly thriller (Running Dog), and then this one under a pseudonym after his primary publisher essentially rejected it, a novel that’s really straightforward, mostly linear and episodic, following the narrator’s first season as the first woman in the NHL with the New York Rangers, interspersed with occasional descriptions of the good simple life growing up in small-town Ohio.

The title relates to a TV commercial the narrator agrees to appear in but then quits on as filming begins, thinking it too stupid, which jibes with the idea that this is DeLillo’s comic commercial sellout, something he ultimately believed too silly and stupid to publish under his own name. But I think this one is pivotal for DeLillo in that it leads to White Noise, wherein he ultimately fuses (and refines) conflicting sensibilities — the silly and the serious (“the Dum-Dum pops, the Mystic mints,” per the end of White Noise‘s first paragraph). This is DeLillo putting all his weight on the sillier sensibility, having fun, not worrying too much about the language (few to no weighty sentence fragments and/or short phrases and single words strung along at the end of sentences; the general RPM, the energy and pace of the sentences, is also higher than usual — feels quickly handwritten like one of Cleo’s letters instead of typed?) but also incapable of writing weak or shaggy or unclear sentences, unable to write poorly but also unwilling in this case to let his competing dominant instinct for headiness gain much ground either.

In this one, there’s no attempt at grand statement or metaphysics, there’s a ton of conventional dialogue that’s usually engaging, rangy, playful, uncharacteristically intelligible for DeLillo (characters don’t speak past each other as in Players) and usually it’s just two characters together talking since most scenes are intimate encounters between the narrator and her many suitors so it’s clear most of the time who’s speaking. Since this is essentially a comic novel, some of the underbaked characters are more forgivable than in his more serious novels, but this one also has some of DeLillo’s most thorough and memorable characterization. The scene in Glenway’s tiny spartan apartment is probably one of the funniest, clearest I’ve read by DD, as well as the seduction by the smoking French Canadian coach speaking French to her.

In the context of the late ’70s, you also have to consider how this emerges from a decade of sexual liberation and the rise of feminism, not to mention the mainstream popularity of men’s mags like Playboy and Penthouse (with its famous “Forum”). And this came out in January 1980, the year the US hockey team beat the CCCP in the winter Olympics, in my life the highpoint of interest in the sport. But I would definitely avoid this if you’re just looking for a good hockey book.

So: a pivotal DeLillo novel in a way, in that it’s a distillation of one side of his instinct, the accessible, silly, bawdy, rangy, playful, zany, outrageous side, descriptive and well-phrased language but not pared down with every sentence perfect, hefty, honed. He must have been working on this at the same time as The Names (1982), which to me seems like everything this novel isn’t. Comparatively The Names seems totally pretentious, intentionally opaque, signaling but not really signifying, excessively concerned with identifying the pattern and discerning its meaning (DeLillo’s thesis?), just as much pathological apophenia (“seeing patterns or connections in random or meaningless data”) as salubrious literary association, insightful assembly and interweaving of disparate everything into a text unified by a single sensitive consciousness uniquely (and often deftly) able to approximate in language the true complexity of existence.

The Names is a realist(ic) elaboration of the exaggerated, playful, maximalist silliness of deciphering the star code to fill the void core in Ratner’s Star. There’s mention of meaning in this one’s brief intro section but it comes with a funny acknowledgment that this memoir propagates less meaning than life itself.

Some random notes: the first sentence in this is straight outta End Zone. It’s a dig on Yalies, and since my wife is a Yalie, I read it to her when I first read it in End Zone and so immediately recognized it when it reappeared here. Also, at one point a cabbie lights up a joint at 4:20 am — this could be a coincidence or DD could’ve been aware of 4:20 way before mainstream America. Per the internet, High Times didn’t note 4:20 until the early ’90s and I don’t remember hearing it until around then either. And then there’s also an exchange early on that seems like it may have influenced DFW’s “This Is Water” speech (his copy of Amazons at the UT Austin archive is apparently highly annotated). Also DFW-related: this is a parade of aggressive, amorous, albeit not totally hideous men, possibly inspiring Brief Interviews with Hideous Men? Unrelated to DFW, it’s funny that the novel’s ideal man is asleep for months in stain-colored jumpsuit-like pajamas, recovering from a wicked case of Jumping Frenchman (a chronic tic expressed as random sudden exaggerated movement as though leaping away from a non-existent donkey kick).

If you’re a DeLillo fan, it’s worth trying to find a relatively inexpensive copy online. I found a first-edition hardcover with a dust jacket in good shape for $45 and consider myself pretty lucky.


The Names (1982)

I understand how this is probably an essential step en route to Libra and Underworld but it’s overlong and diffuse, a failed marriage novel among Americans in Athens that edges into a thriller (an obscure murder in the hills!), that devolves into some shadowy CIA conspiracy, the narrator falling apart in a way along with his marriage and the novel itself, subsumed by interest in a language-obsessed death cult whose victims’ initials match the initials of the crime’s location, hippie-ish devouts who speak Aramaic and Sanskrit, a cult with the same name as the novel albeit in Greek, suggestive of the ninety-nine names of God, among other shadowy obscure diffuse associations of meaning, like the really poorly characterized characters who all speak the same sans dialogue tags so you have no idea most of the time who’s speaking, although the dialogue isn’t as honed and fun as in Players.

It seems like DeLillo with this one is trying to be more serious, take on international politics, heavy shit like the Middle East, Pakistan, death cults, the CIA, extending his ambition from Running Dog, his rushed thriller attempt that retained some of the humor and zaniness of his earlier novels. These thrillers aren’t in any way thrilling but they’re serviceable as transitions to Libra and Underworld when DeLillo finds the right focus with the JFK conspiracies and hones his diffusion techniques (Underworld‘s mushroom cloud structure).

This has its moments — the writing really clarifies and is charged as the narrator attempts to seduce an American woman and then essentially forces himself on her; there are some solid parts relating the breakup of the narrator’s marriage too — but it also SWITCHES POV on page 276 (of 340), something that really almost had me quitting the novel, especially as the third-person story about Owen seemed overburdened by description of rural India and related vocabulary.

Also, I felt like this one suffered from excessive religiosity, never really DD’s strong suit. The language, too, wasn’t as honed as in Americana or Ratner’s Star or even Players. More “worked” than Running Dog but inconsistently individuated — that is, when he’s on, every single sentence is absolutely DeLillo-ean. The percentage of such sentences/passages in this is higher but at times the language felt more rushed, somewhat ironic in a novel so much about language itself. Anyway, glad I read it but also very glad it’s over.


White Noise (1985)

First read this in 1997 while temping in the copy center of an architectural firm near the Princeton Junction train station. I remember loving it, giddy at J. A. K. Gladney’s extraneous initial, Hitler Studies, the most photographed barn in America, the Airborne Toxic Event, the regular high-falutin dialogues in the supermarket aisles, less impressed from what I remember with the second half’s emphasis on death. I remember reading at lunch outside in October, eating a sandwich I’d made with good bread, good hard cheese, and wasabi. I recommended it (the book, not the sandwich, although wasabi on sandwiches is great) to students when I taught at the college level seven and eight years after first reading it. I remembered it as funny, extraordinarily well-written, insightful into the real ways of the world.

Just finished a second read 23 years later, six months into Pandemic 2020, nearly done with this little self-directed immersion in the complete works of the author, as election anxiety rises, as the Northwest burns, as the NFL restarts in empty stadiums, as baseball and basketball games are played to cardboard cutout and digital fans, their murmurs and cheers simulated, nearly 200K dead so far in the US (“it is what it is,” says the president).

This time around, as always when re-reading, I marveled mostly at how much seemed new, as though reading for the first time. Some of it seemed so familiar but the ending with Wilder powering his tricycle across the highway after the showdown with Willie Mink in the motel room, somehow I totally forgot, as though I never even finished the book the first time around. This time I was immediately struck by the appearance of Murray Jay Siskind, subcharacter journalist cook in Amazons, which I read before re-reading this. He felt like an old friend, with his little beard, round spectacles, intellectualizing. The chapters are shorter than in most of his other novels. The pace of the prose a little slower too, a little steadier, certainly than in Amazons (the fastest, other than the first third of Americana and End Zone). The approach generally seems like it’s more refined, its idiosyncrasies of syntax, focus, dialogue, irony, insight, controlled nearly to the point of shtick.

The consistent focus on the theme of death differentiates this from his previous novels. (2024 note: my first read on lunch breaks temping at that architectural firm near the Princeton Junction train station occurred within a quarter mile of the “memory care facility” where my father would ultimately die 27 years later.) This one is about death to such a degree that it detracts, almost to the point that I questioned my long-held highest-possible regard. I also felt less absorbed in the text, more likely to zone out, put it down, read in spurts, in part because every time I tried to read I was interrupted by wife or child, almost to the point of farce. But when I did successfully commit most of a Saturday to powering through the last third I understood that my lack of absorption, distraction, zoning out at times had more to do with my reading experience than the book itself, although I am getting a little tired of DeLillo honestly and look forward to reading someone else in about a month.

So it seems the great White Noise has fallen somewhat in my estimation after reading so much else I’d consider better these past 23 years, at least in terms of my reading experience, including the author’s own Americana (the first half at least), End Zone (all of it), Ratner’s Star (the first two thirds), and Amazons (most of it), plus of course his masterpieces Libra and Underworld.

White Noise seemed to me interesting in terms of where it appears in DeLillo’s bibliography, after The Names (my least favorite by far, a departure for DeLillo in many ways, his loosest, most opaque thematically, most reliant on non-meaningful description of distant lands — his only novel set outside the United States) and Amazons, published under a pseudonym, looser, rangier, yet straightforward, silly, funny, narrated by a woman, no dominant theme. He easily could’ve fallen apart as a writer — in fact it seems like he had been falling apart in the late ’70s after Ratner’s Star, with Players and Running Dog seemingly less honed and “good” than his previous work, followed by his minor crisis of the early ’80s (The Names, Amazons). But thankfully it seems like he decided to err on the side of the most serious theme available (death) but maintain the accessible, humorous (if not necessarily LOL) exaggeration of Amazons, all while doubling-down on his code, void, system thesis.

“Every word and thing a bright bead-work of creation. My own plain hand, crosshatched and whorled in a mesh of expressive lines, a life terrain, might itself be the object of a person’s study and wonder for years. A cosmology against the void.”

And later:

“Know your code. Reveal your code to no one. Only your code allows you to enter the system.”

If you could reduce DeLillo to three words I’d choose “code, void, system.”

At the end, shoppers in the rearranged supermarket are “trying to figure out the pattern, discern the underlying logic.”

And that’s essentially the answer to the question DeLillo asks and what makes him a great writer — characters and readers, confronted with the mysteries of existence and the mysteries of the text, search for meaning, pattern, logic, resolution, and this search for the code that reveals a system in what otherwise appears as a void is, in itself, the resolution of the mystery, the star code to the void core.


Libra (1988)

Didn’t re-read this summer but intend to re-read soon. Read it about ten years ago. All I can really say is that on every page the writing reeks of literature, but rarely is it literary. What I mean is that DeLillo’s sentences always seem to have an eye on a subtextual prize, that is, they always seem like an updated, abstract response to that question posed long ago by some cavedweller about the meaning of life, as opposed to turns of phrase for the sake of well-crafted whateverness. Any given paragraph is obviously DeLillo. His style is absolutely particularly his, but also it’s readable and clear, with lyrical potential, too, but never romantic, or sensory solely for the sake of activating the reader’s senses. All characters are part of the whole (society, history, the universe), and all characters have been brought to life solely to speak DeLillo’s words. This would annoy if DeLillo had nothing to say, but he has some serious things to say, and so his characters say them, then conspire to kill the president. A particular brand of American anxiety is represented here. This is a difficult review to write. What I should just say is that several times while reading this while walking to work I would laugh out loud at awesome language or a turn or development or insight (rarely at something funny, though humor exists if not necessarily abounds) and sometimes I’d even say out loud that this dude is a freakin’ great writer. I should be better able to articulate why I’d say this aloud while walking/reading, but I think it has to do with his authority, ambition, dry-eyed humanity, intelligence/wisdom, scope/range, humor, boldness, the beautifully honed/hefty sentences of course, and also something to do with the structure, how scenes emerge and dissolve (“boldly” as Ethan Canin says) without much helpful orientation from the author, and it all seems held together loosely, artfully, in a way that seems like it wants to very carefully, very gently create in the reader a state similar to what’s being experienced by the characters? Something like that? It’s real good. Maybe his masterpiece, even more so than Underworld? — it definitely feels longer (maybe ’cause it’s denser?) and goes slower than Underworld . . . Also, plot-wise, the whole time you know how this one ends, but such knowledge is hardly an annoyance, the opposite in fact, same as with re-reading Hamlet etc.


Mao II (1991)

Didn’t re-read this summer and don’t really intend to re-read. Read it after 9/11 due to 9/11-related prophecy. Wasn’t particularly struck by it then.


Underworld (1997)

Structured in the shape of a mushroom cloud, the shot heard round the world to ultimate dissolution. Follow the bouncing baseball . . . Didn’t re-read this summer but intend to re-read soon.


The Body Artist (2001)

Didn’t re-read this summer. Read it when it came out. Not much of a memory of it. Will update if I re-read.


Cosmopolis (2003)

DeLillo’s take on Cheever’s story “The Swimmer,” a mythic trip through midtown gridlock for a haircut, a 28-year-old master of the digitized finance universe right around the time of the dot-com collapse. Easy reading, orderly, clean compared to Players or Ratner’s Star (the last two DeLillo novels I read). Worth it for quick observations about ATMs and the like. An unreal ghost trip in a white stretch limo, hopping on and off for meals, sex (at least four sessions with four different women), a riot protest in Times Square reminiscent of recent events, a film shoot featuring a crowd of naked people playing dead. Interestingly interspersed with two sections of the confession of our Bret Easton Ellis-like anti-hero’s eventual killer, providing just enough narrative drive. An ironically audacious scene of touchless empathy intercourse to completion while a doctor palpates Eric’s asymmetrical prostate. Loved that he incorporated a common line of criticism – “his best songs were sensational and even the ones that were not good were good.” This isn’t his best but it’s still good, or at least easy, thoughtful, fun, and filled with perceptions rendered with total attention to the sound and vision of every phrase.


Falling Man (2007)

Didn’t re-read this, summer 2020. Read it around the time it was published. Here are those notes: Organic shrapnel = undeniably awesome. Strong opening, riveting end. Otherwise, muddling through 245 pages of middling DeLillo isn’t the worst way to pass some time. This one reminded me a lot of Roth’s Everyman, in that they both seemed like worked-up sketches compared to their more developed, “great” books. Also, these characters (other than the token terrorist) don’t really exist in systems — like the academy (White Noise), the football program (End Zone), the music industry (Great Jones Street), the plot to kill JFK (Libra), those touched by a particular baseball (Underworld) — and so the characters hardly seem to exist (maybe that’s the point of the unoccupied floating shirt at the end?). When the terrorist’s plane goes into the building the POV switches in the middle of a paragraph to Keith, suggesting that the terrorist’s intentionally voided humanity is transferred from Jihadist to an American office worker? But maybe that transfer comes too late? Or maybe it’s too convenient and way too subtle a suggestion — but if true to the author’s intention, that transfer parries critiques that all characters seem like particularly DeLillo-brand semi-unhuman humans, mainly because everyone speaks the same suggestively clipped DeLillon English — this doesn’t bother me when the exposition throughout is high-art fireworks and we’re happily immersed in DeLillo World, but here the prose is not so rockin’ on every page, we’re not exactly immersed, or more so we’re skimming the surface? Plus, because these unrealish, not particularly particular characters aren’t necessarily cast as “cogs in a machine,” volitionless servants of fatality, their inhumanity doesn’t suggest some hefty theme related to contemporary humanity? A “survivors of the stairwells” system isn’t worked up well enough, same with “terrorized citizens of the NYC grid” system, again, compared to systems in the other books. Not that DD always needs to deal with these systems, just that it seems like that’s the territory he’s claimed, it’s where he’s planted his flag — and it seems like if he worked another two or three years on this one, he’d more clearly squeeze some complexities out of the current draft and reveal a couple of hermaneutically bad-ass, heretofore-concealed matrices? Not sure I’m making sense. What I mean is: this one isn’t as spare as The Body Artist — its body actually has all sorts of stubby thematic limbs growing from it, and it’d’ve been awesome if these limbs evolved and grew hands and took hold of other hands so it could hug itself tight. Or, alternately, if the stubs were severed and sanded clean.


Point Omega (2010)

The “omega point” mentioned maybe two or three times is sort of (its meaning is self-consciously identified as maybe not meaning this) an accretion of consciousness that requires a reversal, a dissolution of self, a “paroxysm,” Elster calls it, liking the sound of the word. There are two images in this novella, set in a gallery at MoMA and out west in the middle of nowhere near an impact area, a former blast zone, that struck me: the first is a stray perception that I’ve also experienced that MoMA seems further down the block every time you go, and the second involved two friends deciding to walk the streets where the Chelsea galleries are but not visit the galleries as usual, walk one block west to its end, cross the street, walk one block back east, walk one block south to the next street down, walk one block west to its end, cross the street, walk one block east, etc, ie, reaching the end point and reversing course, the pattern of movement significant in itself, a sort of art.

It struck me too that it’s late-stage, end-point DeLillo, airily formatted, shorter, sparer, older like later Philip Roth (the sense that this is the kind of work that can be done at this point in life, in part due to reduced ambition, memory, energy, but also evolved sensibility, needing to prove nothing to no one), slower, open (reliant on suggestion), ambiguous, softly/organically honed, almost delicately insightful, poetic without being lyrical, and for some reason sans contractions pretty much. Like Players, there’s a frame involving a movie, 24-Hour Psycho in this case. Most of the book, the bulk of the middle section, seemed like a reversal/return to the latter half of DeLillo’s first novel, Americana, all grown up, out in the middle of nowhere, idiosyncratic dialogue (reliant on repetition) and drink. But then there’s a suggestion of some innocent amorous activity, a semi-shocking/inappropriate paragraph of imagined intercourse, unsweaty holding of hands, a minor transgression of peeking in on someone sleeping, followed by a disappearance. Narrator looks for woman in “the badlands, a series of pristine ridges rising from the desert floor in patterned alignment.” (Patterns is a DeLillo keyword.) And then: “It was too vast, it was not real, the symmetry and furrows and juts, it crushed me, the heartbreaking beauty of it, the indifference of it, and the longer I stood and looked the more certain I was that we would never have an answer.”

That seems to jibe with the writer’s overall thesis: attentive, floored observation of the vast, awesome, ambiguous, unreal, mysterious, and possibly meaningless universe. Spoiler alert: the mystery introduced midway through this that drives the story forward isn’t resolved, or it resolves ambiguously in the narrator asking a woman for her number after they comment on some of 24-Hour Psycho they watch together (at one point saying to the woman that he was a “pseudo-genius” as a kid, capable of multiplying five digit numbers in his head, redounding to the teen Nobel mathematics laureate Billy Twillig of Ratner’s Star, before admitting in the narration that this was a lie), or it resolves structurally, since the narrator reaches the endpoint, point of reversal, point omega, nearly lost in the desert, near the former blast zone, and then returns to the opening scene watching the famous movie slowed down to a day, realizing its real version. The main subject Elster who had something to do with Iraq, the Pentagon, seems more like an enigmatic, artsy, gnomic conceptual artist than elder military/political advisor. The Wikipedia, which at one point included debatable unsubstantiated claims (“the central metaphor is autism”) that seem like they’ve been deleted, makes Elster’s deal clear, whereas I didn’t exactly find it so cut/dry what he’d done. A novel that presents something like a mini-system of subtle associations and that pretty much demands re-reading, although I don’t think I’ll re-read it right away. Worthwhile, sure. Glad I’ve read it once for now.


Zero K (2016)

This is the first DeLillo I’ve started that I didn’t bother finishing, reading about 125 pages and then skimming to the end, not so engaged, not at all believing the narrator, characters, even the language, which is like what I imagine a program might emit if fed his other novels and this one’s conceit and told to delete the characteristic humor and randiness in favor of an opaque, sci-fi, retrospective, maybe quasi-autobiographical (in terms of stray minor moments only, like a fake limp), maybe quasi-Kafkan (but not as precise or persistent/driving ahead, mostly suggests Kafka in terms of long branching hallways with lots of different doors) story with sentences that seem inflated with effort and wafted onto the pages instead of, as in most of his writing (at least in his best stuff), embedded, energetic, honed, inevitable? A late-stage departure for him, mostly in terms of my perception of its quality, but also in affect, tone. Is it possible that DeLillo, whose novels so often involve film, never saw “Sleeper”?


The Angel Esmeralda: Stories (2018)

Haven’t read yet. Started it but just couldn’t do it now. Will try again later and update.


The Silence (2020)

Too much of everything from too narrow a source code.”

There’s no All Quiet on the Western Front about the 1919 Spanish Flu and I doubt the current situation will yield more than evocative slivers like this, or Intimations, suggestive shards reflective of surely temporarily shattered “normalcy.” The first thing about this, most likely DeLillo’s last but who knows, is the font: maybe Courier New? It suggests the typewriter, the time before serifs became primarily sans curlicues and feet. Em dashes look like en dashes, without spaces on either sides. Double Fs raise the second F a bit. There’s an atavistic typographical suggestion that syncs with the story but also makes you more conscious of how the language looks to the writer, as though we see the page through Don DeLillo’s eyes, which as ever are on the same exact prize expressed in the same clipped, attentive, honed phrases, fragments sometimes, strung out toward the end of sentences, connected by commas.

Technology goes kaput at once on Super Bowl Sunday during the goddamn game. It opens on a flight from Paris to NYC (Newark really) on game day — and it occurs to me I flew from London to LaGuardia on Super Bowl Sunday and learned from a cabbie that the Ravens beat the Giants (Feb 2001). Which doesn’t matter at all, except I was on a plane on Super Sunday once, and we all can imagine any plane we’ve been on crash landing. Planes, football, the sudden unexpected event leading to an unspecified crisis. Intelligent anonymous white people differentiated by names and maybe the length of their hands speaking in identical sentence fragments that achieve a sort of poetry, this time with a non-white woman too, a poet, a writer, tons of personal journals, reminding me of the writer woman who writes blank novels in Ratner’s Star. Reminiscent of Players at times, the prominence of the TV, White Noise (obvs), End Zone (obvs), Cosmopolis (teeming city). But oh so spare, open (thanks to the font and dialogue, lack of characterization or history, elaboration and depth), a bit of bawdiness, some humor.

Counting down by sevens is the serial sevens test for dementia, suggestive of counting an NFL score in reverse, retreating, progressing in the opposite direction, all the way down to deep shared memory we call on to endure times like these, not that we’ll remember much of this anyway, sort of like the 1919 pandemic . . . A spare summation, ultimately, that almost suffices, not that it should really — the current situation (alt title?) doesn’t really call for more than silence since we all know well enough what it’s like.

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Diary of a Man in Despair by Friedrich Reck-Malleczewen

Essential peri-WWII reading discovered thanks to one of those “readers also enjoyed” recommendations on Goodreads’s upper-right margin. I was like, hey, Diary of a Man in Despair, quite a catchy title, sounds like an uplifting romp to help me through the cold dark days of winter. GR was right: I liked this a good deal, this journal of a country’s suicide, a document that every Fox News aficionado and anyone who self-IDs as “deplorable” should have forcibly uploaded into them to debug their corrupted morality programming (in a Philadelphia parking garage, I recently saw a huge “deplorable” sticker aggressively rendering the word in proud script across a pickup’s back window). Translated by Paul Rubens, I also liked imagining that this was rendered from the original German into an active, erudite, often angry, and always flowing English by Pee Wee Herman.

NYRB semi-recently re-released it

An aristocratic, conservative, monarchistic gentleman writer who lives on an estate in an idyllic valley in a 600-year-old Gothic house bitterly opposes the Nazis, in part because they’re petty thief louts. This is worth it for the portraits of his three encounters with Hitler, particularly the early one where Hitler is wearing a wide-brimmed hat and is accompanied by a collie, rants a lot in some aristocrat’s house, and then when he leaves the host casually opens the windows to let in some fresh air to spiritually clear the room. Hitler is presented as a low-life psychopath from the beginning, a man whose doughy face wouldn’t have even been respected by servants in the late 1890s. Yet still/nevertheless women scoop and eat the gravel on which he’s walked. I could go on and on listing striking images and insights.

Interesting that at no point does he mention the Holocaust although he does witness antisemitism and mentions hearing about the machine-gunning of 50,000 Jews. He’s mostly isolated from the war, really, and receives it via rumor and the radio, often unwanted official visitors, and the sound of distant bombs and the occasional shot-down bomber falling to the ground like a leaf in autumn. The descriptions of the American bombing of Hamburg, with a rain of phosphorous burning and shrinking civilians, 200,000 purportedly dead and the city flattened, deliver exactly the perverse “pleasure” I derive from reading these accounts — the prose elevates as it relays absolute satanic horror and attains the highest levels of heft and lesson but also so often achieves a sort of magic as the text disappears, replaced by a vision of the worst possible world, Bosch-like landscapes superimposed over what only recently had been perfectly civilized civilization.

The key impression is erudition and anger. The author is insightful, knowledgeable, educated, moral, and always takes a long view of the present, seeing it from the perspective of “the world of yesterday” and a future in which the Nazis receive what’s coming to them. He understands that “the arc of the moral universe is long but it bends toward justice.” For the author, the Kaiser and the fallen monarchy are his Obama; the Nazis are his Trump. This is of course valuable now for its parallels. The lying is most striking, how they twist the truth at all times, how both Hitler and Trump seem like psychopaths addicted to screens (movies for Adolph, Fox News for Trump), how they both are essentially puppets of industrialists/financiers behind the scenes and harnessed lower-middle-class fear and anger and nationalism to gain power and enrich themselves ultimately at great cost to the soul of their countries (I’m hopeful that the parallel ends before “ultimately”).

Here’s a bit worth re-typing:

“It does sometimes happen that a would-be great man is allowed to toy with the levers of the gigantic machinery of history. But suddenly the wheels begin to move, faster and faster, and he is thrown into the machinery and crushed . . . A miserable hysteric may play Alexander the Great before the world for a while. But sooner or later, history comes along and pulls the mask off of his face.”

The older, suitably despairing edition I read

Loved this but I also found his fury repetitive after 150 pages or so. For a journal — and not a memoir recollected in anything resembling tranquility — it’s surprisingly cogent and moving, filled with anecdotes and history, and it relays a sense of a sort of life lost now to time. I also couldn’t find in the foreword or back cover how the journal was discovered and brought into print. A quick Google session revealed not much more than this sweet Guardian review. I suppose his publishers knew where he had hidden it in case he didn’t survive the war?

It’s easy to write quick impressions online about a book in part criticizing our current and most likely comparatively temporary regime in power but in no way do I imagine that doing so is in any way courageous. Reck absolutely risked his life to write this (if the Nazis had found it he would’ve been immediately executed, possibly beheaded). So, considering how dangerous the simple act of keeping this diary was, it merits the highest medal of honor I can offer.

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Alpha Soloists Extraordinaire: A Little Bit About the Beta in Print by Phillppe Petit, Alex Honnold, and Tommy Caldwell

On the High Wire
by Philippe Petit (Translated by Paul Auster)

Like an instruction manual for high-wire walking by Kafka, figurative and applicable to any art, but practical advice when taken literally (though few will take to the sky). Great introduction and translation by Paul Auster.

A must for fans of Man on Wire, which I saw in the theater an hour before I heard that DFW was dead, which wrenched back the nobility of humanity I sensed after cinematic exposure to the feats and flat-out Herzogian superherodom of Monsieur Petit.

Alone on the Wall
by Alex Honnold (with David Roberts)

Should come with a glossary of terms Alex uses like “send the gnar,” “worked,” “beta,” not to mention all the minute variations in rock like a “smear.” But otherwise I flowed over these pages (had them pretty much dialed/couldn’t put it down) like Alex over a 3000-foot granite slab. Read because I watched recently and loved “Free Solo” and “Meru” and “The Dawn Wall,” and although I had this one in my queue for months I didn’t decide to fire it up until mid-way through On the High Wire by Philippe Petit, a similar daredevil obsessive singular athlete who most famously walked a high wire between the Twin Towers in 1974. Petit’s book is more like an esoteric instruction manual and his sensibility seems so Euro slanted and enchanted, whereas Alex Honnold is in many ways the opposite yet equivalent force — there’s no reason to try to judge which insane act of expertise and athleticism and fearlessness and reduced to a perfect form sort of simplicity is radder, as Alex would say, but I had Petit’s book in my head the whole time I read this one. Alex, although fluent in French thanks to his language teacher mother, is so very Californian, a low-key dude interested in “chicks” and gnarl adventuring, but more than that he’s so casual, so matter of fact, so sincere and “down to earth” yet intentionally and naturally simple that he makes Petit seem, in the best possible way, like a pretentious clown at times, an entertainer/death-defying magician more than whatever Alex is, a California climber bro with good intentions and something gloriously wrong with his built-in fear sensor — his prose reflects this, straightforward compound sentences with some conversational inflection, unobtrusively integrated slang, exclamation points.

If we read for “worlds” really more than anything else (the great Frank Conroy’s assertion in a writing workshop I was in, fall 2004) Alex succeeded on a language level to immerse me in the sounds and sense of one of the world’s elite “dirtbag” climbers, living in his van, flying all over the world, sponsored by well-known outdoorsy namebrands, low-key climbing steep shit solo, setting speed records, and every once in a while learning that another of their extended climber posse has died — they’re compared to gladiators but there’s also something ninja-ish about them, the respect for what they do, the art and science of it, but also an appreciation that an aspect of its awesomeness is the ever-present underlying consequence of a freak accident, an avalanche, or really even just a split-second of inattention.

There’s a definite transcendent spiritual side to what Honnold and Petit do, demonstrating the far-edge potential of our spirit’s ability to overcome seemingly impossible obstacles with persistence, practice, concentration, focus, opportunity, full-on commitment, and a little help from friends.

Alex in particular succeeds in doing what they say good writing should do: he makes the strange seem familiar, “freeing” for readers the sense that what he’s doing is even possible, climbing without ropes or any sort of protection straight-up El Capitan in Yosemite, 3K feet of granite, perched on tiny “smears,” indentations, ripples, worming up vertical fissures, ALL WITHOUT A ROPE OR NET OR anything to make it anything less than a death sentence if he simply slips. He’s so good, such a master in terms of technique and temperament — the Hendrix of climbing — he makes it seem effortless, a sure sign of mastery, and yet when you watch videos or look at a picture (or even read about it) it induces vertigo and a sense of my god dude is gonna die. When I watched the film, for days after I wondered if he just fell off some cliff in Chad or Patagonia or Nevada — reading this I started worrying about him again.

Loved the interviews with his friends, expert climbers, the equivalents of Beck, Clapton, and Townsend acknowledging that Hendrix is on another level. Very much liked the alternation between Alex’s italicized testimony and David Roberts’ narration, which brought the reader to earth, put things in a perspective that Alex certainly does not seem to have.

Alex’s environmental instinct, his charitable foundation etc, is interesting in terms of karma, that is the chance that his good deeds keep him from falling off the wall somehow, but felt tacked on in this — although I suppose he does spend his life in National Parks and is glued to these rocks and experiences them in a way no one else on earth really does. I liked also that the last few sections were written by Alex without David Roberts — for the parts about his monumental soloing achievement, Alex had to push on alone to where only he could go.

There was something very Zen monk-ish about his description toward the end of every move, the hand-holds, each step, the tension in however many digits of his fingers — like the way a monk spends an afternoon walking across the stones of a garden, focused on every single movement as though life and death hung in the balance.

Generally, I tend to rail against novels that simplify the complexity of existence but this memoir celebrates the simplicity side of the continuum, intentionally living with few possessions, doing all the time what he most wants to do, minimizing his impact, trying to come as close as he possibly can to perfection.

If you haven’t seen it, I’d definitely recommend “Free Solo” first or even a tour of the related YouTube before reading this, but those who do make it through this won’t be disappointed.

The Push: A Climber’s Search for the Path
by Tommy Caldwell

“Pitch” perfect memoir about persistence/perseverance and overcoming adversity in the form of things you cannot control (premature birth, developmental delays, special ed, big ears etc, being taken hostage in a war-torn country, spouse’s infidelity, cut-off finger, assorted random injuries), and goals that must be overcome to fulfill one’s dream.

Flowing anonymous American prose, insightful, vivid, inspiring, but also defined so many terms and explained so many things that Alone on the Wall just sort of aired and moved through. Read this thanks to Tommy’s excerpts that appeared in Honnold’s book, which has a much deeper POV, comparatively, is almost like a sort of poetry at times lingo-wise (listen to Alex and Tommy take about 25 minutes to describe in-depth a sub-two hour climb of the Nose in El Cap — they really dive deep into the language of climbing and although almost none of it makes sense to a bystander like me their elite insider expertise achieves a pleasurable hypnotic evocation of their feat: https://soundcloud.com/american-alpin…).

Also loved The Dawn Wall which is pretty much the audiovisual complement to this textual experience — an immersive experience in the world of an elite big-wall rock climber, not just the climbs and cliffs but the psychological, emotional, interpersonal nuances of dedicating one’s life to something with huge existential rewards, limited financial prospects, and massive mortal risk.

Makes it seem not so daunting to do whatever it is we do every day on the comparatively horizontal surface of the earth.

The Rabbit Series by John Updike: Twentieth-Century Time Capsule of Restlessness in Southeastern Pennsylvania (Rabbit, Run; Rabbit Redux; Rabbit Is Rich; Rabbit at Rest; Rabbit Remembered)

There’s a Rabbit Run Road near where I live in Southeastern Pennsylvania

Rabbit, Run (1960)

I read a paperback of Rabbit, Run 20+ years ago, mostly sitting in the sun in a backyard in Iowa City. From that reading I really only remember a sex scene early on that seemed to do something to my lower abdominal area, like something had shifted downward — a really weird feeling, not turned on so much as something about the phrases affected, constricted, tightened the guts. Could’ve just been something I ate, of course — I remembering grilling trout a lot that summer.

I read a first-edition hardcover (dust jacket intact protected by mylar) of Rabbit Redux this past May and then, as soon as I finished, I pressed play on the audiobook version of Rabbit, Run on Spotify while otherwise reading Rabbit Is Rich in a first-edition hardcover (dust jacket intact protected by mylar). The opening scene playing some kids at a playground basketball hoop, I remembered, and listening to it again it was so vivid, the swish, the feeling of the ball on the hands. The line at the end of the section, the good kid who respected Rabbit because “real ones know,” seemed to suggest to the reader — or the listener — that the author is a real one and real readers will recognize the quality. There’s something about that line that creates a connection between author and reader, the confidence in Rabbit’s game redounding on Updike’s prose style.

From 2007 until recently my review on Goodreads noted page 17 as the home of the sex scene that created the effect mentioned above, but there was nothing ~17 audiobook pages into this that seemed capable of that. A scene with Janice seemed insignificant compared with what I’d recently read in Rabbit Redux, one of the most explicit novels I’ve read in the modern era, more so than Miranda July’s All Fours.

I listened to the section where Rabbit takes off in the car south while I was driving into Philadelphia from the southwest and laughed at the unrestrained negative descriptions of Philly while descending the George C. Platt Memorial Bridge, with a fantastic view of the city’s skyline, the marshy wasteland south of the city formerly marked by industrial smokestacks spewing obvious toxins replaced by acres of newly constructed AI data centers or maybe Amazon warehouses, a minor improvement I suppose. I definitely didn’t remember that fugue south and wondered if it had influenced a novella I’d written around that time involving a fugue south.

I also definitely didn’t remember the minister Eccles or games of golf with an almost abstracted, mythic, spiritual tinge to them or descriptions of Rabbit’s miraculous drive where the language hits a high. The scenes with Rabbit’s old coach I loved, how Tothero maintained his silence before responding, controlling everyone. Per Google, the surname Tothero is common in southeastern PA and derives from Dötterer, relating to poultry farmers who dealt with eggs, but “Tot” also means “dead” in German, so the coach’s name suggests “Dead Hero.”

And then everything with Ruth is fantastic, the sex scene done well, subdued compared with what’s to come in the second installment but surely shocking or at least alluring and uncommon for its time

The perspective shifts around this part of the novel to Eccles, and as in the second and third novels, I anticipated such a change, expecting that maybe 8% of the novel at most will be told from POVs other than Rabbit’s, an interesting intentional inconsistency that lends some perspective to the primary perspective. And then everything with Janice in childbirth, after the delivery woozy on pain meds, Harry having left Ruth after essentially forcing her to please him on her knees, followed by the horrific scene in which Harry wants just a taste even though Janice has been suffering episiotomy pain and breastfeeding all day, and it’s revealed to all really be about empathy, the perspective shifted to Janice as she repeatedly laments Harry’s inability to put himself in other people’s shoes (what they used to say before they relied on the word “empathy”), which opened up some space between the author and the narrative voice’s occupation of a not always so noble young man, not particularly educated, doing his best, following his instincts, trying to do what’s right but so often making the wrong choice. That is, the shift in perspective let Updike off the hook a bit since sometimes Rabbit’s perceptions are so precise and nasty or distasteful you naturally wind up thinking the author is somewhat of a sicko, but then the bit with Janice shows that the author all along has been trying to create an effect.

And then the novel reveals itself as a tragedy and generally elevated for me, taking on some more heft. The ending scene with Ruth too, when she essentially says divorce Janice and marry me or the baby she carries will die, is totally gripping, and the wide-open ending seems perfectly suitable and right, thanks in large part I suppose to the title.

Listening to the book you can’t of course see the prose and Updike’s prose is so much about vision, description, almost gratuitous, achieving an effect that transcends realism, ie, that’s so well-observed that the familiar seems if not strange than at least seen in a way that, after a dozen or so hours of exposure to its observations and perceptions makes you observe and perceive things if not more clearly than simply a little more. It’s clear that Updike practices a visual art form more than a sonic one, his sentences written for the senses they evoke, the words chosen not just for their meaning and sound but their shape and stance, their look and feel, a writer absolutely 100% aware of the texture of prose.

Thematically, compared with the other two novels set at the end of the 1960s and the end of the 1970s, this one set at the end of the 1950s doesn’t seem as obviously intended to serve as a time capsule or a core sample of its era, although of course it does seem to predict what’s associated with the ’60s, a sense of feeling trapped by family and church and town and expectation and running from it all, dropping out, yes, but not quite tuning in, turning on sexually, sure, but not quite psychically.

Rabbit Redux (1971)

A merry month of May study of Updike’s famous series feels pleasantly contrarian or unrelated or irrelevant or at least it did at first before this one started to unfurl all its gory ’69 glory, almost too relevant to 2020 social justice rioting after the murder of George Floyd, the wide-open racism in the mouths of the whites, the too-meaningful American flag sticker on the back window of the car. The phrase “make America great again” even makes an appearance.

At first Rabbit’s racist thoughts on the bus are too much, almost impossible to imagine in a novel nowadays, trigger warnings galore for sex, drugs, the N word, the C word, all the off-limits words and their related thoughts and spirits spelled out, drawn in bold, emphasized, streaked in graceful attentive consumable flowing surprising changeable language serving for the most part a story naturally unwinding, eventful, alive, human, sometimes so active the text takes on a swerve that almost feels pointillistic, all its details slanted in the direction of where the story’s going across and down the pages.

Sometimes seems to almost follow a formula of a set-up or introductory establishing shot followed by straightforward dialogue-replete scene followed by interior passages, the perspective deepening from surfaces to consciousness, sentence fragments, oft poetic.

And the sex.

There’s a lot more sex than I’m used to reading, loins described as swamp and earth, that sort of thing, gumdrops, but really this is the social justice education of Rabbit (36) with two kids half his age, an 18-year-old white rich girl junkie runaway hippie-type and her young friend, a black Vietnam Vet a little more than half crazy on the run from the fuzz. Sometimes felt like the precedent for Franzen’s recent Crossroads, or I could recognize this one as an essential underlying structure for that one.

Generally, just fully enjoyable reading, immersive, high-def, psychologically and emotionally and socially mature and insightful with its ideas about America 1969 totally embedded in the characters and their interactions, all of them, even the minor characters like a Vietnam Vet who threatens Rabbit about Skeeter staying at his house, so clearly drawn, so patiently and thoroughly described without Henry Jamesing it.

At most at times the expected rotation to passages of interiority seems a bit automatic and too much, but always seemed worth it, and of course there’s the setting, the town of Brewer, essentially Reading, the fifth-largest city in PA, near where Updike grew up in Shillington, where I intend to drive the child to this summer for an hour-or-so outing by car to the northwest of where we live.

I read Rabbit Run 20+ years ago in a backyard in the sun. Had the Everyman’s Library omnibus edition of all four Rabbit novels and read the first page or two of this one a few times but never could manage more. Acquired the old original Knopf hardcovers for nearly nothing at the local library book sale over the last few years and it makes all the difference, the linotype set in Janson, the thick paper, the comfortable margins, the legible size of the text.

Rabbit Is Rich (1981)

There’s something pleasant about Updike’s consciousness and prose style descending to inhabit Harry Angstrom. There’s a slight dissonance, in that we know the author is smarter or more worldly or at least certainly better educated than his character, but the author inhabits the character with grace, giving Harry the benefit of the doubt, albeit a little too often making him seem like a sex-obsessed pig, a little too quick to use the C word. I liked when Harry was seen through Thelma’s eyes, rounding him out, the appealing perceptions counterbalancing everything we know of him.

Sometimes felt like this one corrected for the second volume which corrected for the first volume, in that this one focused more on family and interpersonal dynamics, whereas the second volume was more about the influence or the integration of new societal trends into one’s consciousness, whereas the first volume was more about a young man’s attempt to break free of traditional values of church, coach, wife, family, anticipating that trend in the ’60s.

Like the title indicates, this one is richer than the first two, longer, more populous maybe, the interest introduced in the beginning of Harry and Ruth’s possible daughter used to gracefully herd the novel’s episodes along, like Fritze the collie maybe, intermittently there in the back of this reader’s mind wondering when we’d get back to it.

Got a little frustrated through the bits too often focused on Nelson, although the payoffs with the convertibles and the scene at the party (as they leave) were worth it and solid (I yelled out during the latter). Posted an update about how the novel had lost all narrative drive midway through during the marriage scene but I trusted it would pick up, assuming it would return to Ruth’s daughter, but appreciated how she emerged at the party, Nelson’s curiosity, her white pants, how he wanted to cover her up when she was passed out in one of the bedrooms, a sort of instinctual sibling tenderness. And then things really picked up once Harry explored Webb and Cyndi’s upstairs alone — Updike defaulting to his primary interest in sexual activity — and pretty much maintained that clip to the end.

The final 150 pages or so when Harry and Janice go on an extended triple-date Caribbean vacation worked wonderfully well to get them out of Brewer and change the atmosphere but more so to differentiate the side characters and give them depth, particularly Thelma and Ronnie her drape-head “playmaker” husband who’s been a hairy loud annoyance ever since the first book. And of course there’s the very much unexpected ’70s-style open-mindedness among the three married couples including an even more unexpected instance of extra-marital action, although I suppose it was maybe inevitable after Harry’s intriguing discovery while snooping around upstairs at Webb’s.

Loved how the Webb’s upstairs bathroom (the blue shag toilet cover, the little Hollywood-ish lightbulbs around the mirror) dredged memories of a neighbor friend’s bathrooms from the late 70s — and unlike the first two novels I was alive during this one’s time frame, watched the Rams/Steelers Super Bowl the novel ended on, saw George “The Iceman” Gervin play in person versus Dr J and the 76ers at the Spectrum, appreciated mentions of Phillies (Rose, Bowa) and Eagles players (Jaws) — if set in 1980 instead of the late ’70s, all Philly teams would’ve made the finals — and I remember hearing about inflation for the first time in my life and seeing an expletive preceding “Iran” (which I only associated with a popular Flocks of Seagulls song at the time) spray-painted on the cement under an overpass.

Generally enjoyed reading this — again, in part thanks to the old hardcover.

Rabbit at Rest (1990)

Loved this last major installment for the riveting, so well-executed/vivid scene on the little sunfish sailboat with the granddaughter, for its patient final movement echoing the fugue of the first book, for its penultimate scene echoing the opening scene of the series, and for the consistent evocation, reinforcement, and animation of the characterization, particularly the primary family players, not to mention the setting (Brewer PA, as well as Deleon FL).

I’ve always thought of Updike as a supremely graceful liquid lucid sentence writer, who in his essay “At War with My Skin” (in Self-Consciousness) says he smoothed his prose to compensate for his psoriasis. But the take-away from this series more so is his facility with dramatization, the general palpability, the vitality, the simple LIFE of his scenes, the unforced, natural dictation of the dialogue replete with unspoken asides and associations, which over the course of four novels between 300 and 500 pages accretes so Harry’s memories serve as pleasant reminders for readers.

This installment, early on it was pretty obvious we’d be dealing with heart trouble for Harry and a coke habit for Nelson, and the full-on revelation of both issues about 100 to 150 pages in proved fully satisfying and propelled the novel across the somewhat longer, denser pages. This one felt more fully from Harry’s perspective, without, to my memory, the intermittent POV switches to other characters, literarily gaining perspective on Harry’s actions, as in the others. It feels more fully seated in his mind, presenting his thoughts and observations in an accessible way, more in complete sentences than artful “stream of consciousness” deep-POV fragments.

In a comment on an update I posted to Goodreads after reading the first twenty pages or so, a respected friend who had given this one-star wrote: “everyone keeps telling me that Updike is a super-serious major American author, and I just keep assuming that they have carbon monoxide poisoning or something.”

I agree that he’s not “super-serious” — there’s something more “joco-serious” or seriously joking or joking seriously about the narrative stance. There’s a playfulness that’s not quite satire but not NOT satire, almost like Thomas Mann’s characteristic “gentle irony,” that’s by nature accessible and American in a way (not too staid or full of itself, pompous high Euro style), the way Steinbeck is accessible down-to-earth American, or like Steinbeck slanted with some of Nabokov and Joyce’s enchantments?

There’s a smile on the face of the writer as he writes, appreciating his creation, trying to please, neither writing down to his mass audience nor trying to impress them with fancy literary pyrotechnics. You can’t tell these books from their iconic striped covers (I read inexpensive first-edition hardcovers with dust jackets intact in mylar covers), but you can tell them from the author photos below, with Updike serving while playing tennis, or smiling as though he’s just done something naughty, or covering most of his mouth with a hand.

Also interesting is the influence of these books on the next generation, particularly Franzen, DFW, and Nicholson Baker (U & I). Updike’s flag is firmly planted in the family saga, replete with sexy bits time-stamped with the prevalent rabbit ears of the era and the post-Pill prurience of Penthouse Forum cast as sexual liberation. But there’s also an unfurled endurance to the prose, a covering of bases (and outfield, scoreboard, dugout, mound, bleachers, foul poles etc), a super-generous semi-indulgent accessible maximalist realism, unlike the excessive essayistic questioning “hocking” of Roth for example, that set a standard for the next generation of accessible yet often somewhat unconventional maximalist realists, more so I’d say than Nabokov, Roth, or Mailer and Bellow (who I haven’t read much of but will soon).

On the continuum, Updike is a click or two left of centrist Steinbeck, leaning in the direction of Faulkner and Joyce. There’s still that well-made American craftsmanship (in my Goodreads review of East of Eden I compared Steinbeck’s “brand” to Fender and Levi’s), but there’s an artistic ambition to relay a particular quality of perception of reality that can extrapolate out to seem representative or at least symptomatic of its larger societal temporal milieu that makes things somewhat more unconventional than Steinbeck, the sex of course but also the interiority and the almost unhinged excessive deployment of detail — yet still nowhere near as elaborate or extreme as Joyce or Faulkner.

Harry’s libido in this one has thankfully diminished, the C-word only appears once or twice (always shocking and repellent, as with unfortunate yet characterizing racial and ethnic observations), but the scene during the storm alone at home after the heart attack with Pru was, as the unexpected action with Thelma in Rabbit Is Rich, deliciously audacious, the dictionary-definition of “surprising yet inevitable,” and fit perfectly in the climax slot, more so in this volume since it compelled the ending.

Along the lines of Harry’s diminishment, this installment really emphasizes the importance of proper nutrition and exercise. I’m the same height as Harry, a few years younger than he is in this one, but in no way is my memory beginning to slip or do I or anyone else really consider me anything like a grandpa, but then again I run, walk, am engaged in the world beyond my employment and family, and eat a whole lot better than Harry does. Harry seemed more like a man in his mid-to-late sixties than his mid-fifties, although this was written by Updike (born in 1932) in his mid-to-late fifties. But maybe that’s also the point — he’s retired too early, without pursuits, his arteries clogged, his life mostly in the rearview, old before his time . . .

Temporally, this one’s set in the late ’80s, when I was toward the end of high school, so I remember everything mentioned pretty vividly, particularly the sit-coms (Cosby, Cheers, Roseanne) and of course the athletes (Michael Jordan, Deion Sanders, Mike Schmidt, Randall Cunningham).

At one point he tellingly states he prefers the graceful, effortless Schmidt over Pete Rose, saying if you have to do it with “hustle and grit” you shouldn’t be in the game, suggesting I thought something about writing, that he himself (Updike, not Harry) was akin to Schmidt, although maybe it’s just further characterization reinforcement, with Harry associating his old high-school hoops style with Schmidt more than the Ronnie-like Rose. I also loved the influx of candy and fast-food and the general franchising of Brewer and Florida, seen as an incursion and flattening over the course of the overall timeline.

Rabbit Remembered

Read maybe 100 pages of this a month ago and decided to finish it off on Spotify. Some worthwhile scenes, including a blowup at Thanksgiving, the whole Monica Lewinsky scandal used well to dredge reactions from the wine-drunk players. Seemed a little labored or retrospective (“remembered” is in the title), with scenes centered around static dialogue over meals. Probably didn’t quite take off for the author and assume full-on fifth installment of the series novel form but seemed sufficient to publish as a novella. Annabelle Byers is worth knowing if you’ve read the other books, and the inclusion of late ’90s internet and Y2K talk amuses, but it feels like, post-Harry, Janice recedes in favor of a focus on Nelson and his half-sister. Generally, worth a look, and if you come to it with low expectations you may be pleasantly surprised at times.

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Something about Updike I’ve always known and considered something of a given: these Rabbit books were always on the built-in bookshelves around the fireplace in the living room of the house where I grew up. I have always known about them, ever since I could read and became aware of the titles, which I used to look at all the time and once tried to catalogue (giving up after a few shelves). Updike was always something my parents had in common — they both read all the time but on either end of the spectrum, with my dad reading more genre stuff like Stephen King or Michener and my mom reading more “serious lit” (Beckett, Handke, everything Sontag recommended et al). So, reading these books, it was interesting for me to imagine my parents reading them as they came out via Book-of-the-Month club or from the local public library while I was pre-extant (the first two), a sapling (the third), a high-school senior (this one).

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